It is hard being hooked

If I get out of here alive, I am never looking back
I didn't intend to make this site for venting and I will probably delete these posts at some point when I distance myself and can get back to doing me
because woww! I have never felt so powerless in my life
It makes no sense for me to feel powerless now because lately I've been on a quest to make power moves with my life
In the past, I have always felt like I was a solo act and that I could actually fulfil my dreams as I desired
as long as I paid my bills and didn't bother anybody, why would anyone have an interest in my little life
I run my office, I do my creative stuff, I mix my records and I try to have a romantic encounter here and there it's not an extraordinary life but I've been happy with it
recently, I have been rudely awakened by a group which I have no name for
This undefined group, of which I could never belong,
have the need to sink tiny hooks into others
emotional hooks, financial hooks and controlling hooks for all kind of selfish reasons
This hook thing happens to the independent individual whose inner strength and self fulfilment don't allow for others getting too close
when you try to break free, not knowing you were on the hook, you are faced with an array of problems that you could never have imagined you'd be dealing with
The undefined group will go to any lengths to hang on to a tiny bit of control over your existence such as making you wait until they are ready to remove a hook even after being asked to, which is by far the most frustrating of situations.
I am impatiently waiting for the hooks to be removed and will never have these types of associations again
I now know the signs of the weak, the needy and the greedy who engage these behaviors and will be avoiding them at all costs
especially men who can't just walk away when I'm done with them
If I ever get free, I'm never looking back 'cause it is hard being hooked' (remember that lyric fom the Dela Soul joint??)